Saturday, June 23, 2007

Life

It's been a long long time since i last updated my blog. I'm just too busy with works and other stuff to even think of writing anything here. I don't even knows if anyone still visit to my blog. Ha ha....

A lot has happen during this period. Happy, sad, exhausted, uncertainties, feeling job well done, pressure, etc etc..... It's like a total package. A complete one. When someone think that life is easy they aren't. Why is that? I don't anyone have the definite answer to that. Do any of you? Sometimes tired is just tired. No matter how strong you are. On top of that, to make thing more complete, your family is adding all the stuff to you that makes things worst and worst.

Why are things like this........ you can't even do anything. It's like stopping a bulldozer with your bare hand. Which you definitely FAIL! And what to you can do? Nothing? I don't know. You don't know. No freaking people know.

This is adult life that we all have to face. Good or bad. Logically solution, learn to accept the reality and move on. But the fact is, we can't do that. We're human. We're no fucking computer which only have "IF" and "ELSE". We have feeelings.... things that we can't control totally. But that also what makes us unique and special.

Don't even know how to write on. just wanna say life not cherry and flower but full of malaysian pot holes!

5 comments:

Unknown said...

I guess now you know you've got at least one reader. I have your blog in my RSS feed reader. Blogging is an excellent medium (if not, tool) of communication.

I'd like to say life is like a box of chocolates. But my understanding is more aligned with CSM. That guy from X-Files who smokes all the time.

Life...is like a box of chocolates. A cheap, thoughless, perfunctoral gift that no one ever asks for. Unreturnable because all you get back is another box of chocolates. So, you're stuck with mostly undefinable whipped mint crap, mindlessly wolfed down when there's nothing else to eat while you're watching the game. Sure, once in a while you get a peanut butter cup or an English toffee but it's gone too fast and the taste is fleeting. In the end, you're left with nothing but broken bits filled with hardened jelly and teeth shatteringnuts, which if you are desperate enough to eat leaves nothing but an empty box of useless brown paper wrappers.

While I do agree with the quote, I don't try to diminish whatever brown paper wrappers I'm left with. I'm just here, without a clue, living out and making the most out of it.

I will witness life and deaths and ultimately a death which is of my own. When that black day falls on me, there will be one hour of grief and then there will be nothing... or maybe just some paper wrappers. :)

Anonymous said...

Hey dude I do read your blog. Tonight yumchar on you k. LOL.

What makes us humans special is our ability to appreciate ups and downs in life.

Like you said, we're not computers which functions on 3 basic rules; Yes, No, Else/If.

"After a storm comes a calm". No matter what sort of shit you come across, eventually you'll manage to walk pass/around/over/through it.

ckming said...

I guess that's the inevitable thing in our life. But you know what? no matter how we say that we'll manage to get through it, it's only true when the good is more than the bads.

And if we're to perceive our life as a box of chocolate, we're merely just a dead soul. I think it's time to rethink what we really wants before we're just left with some shit wrappers.

Unknown said...

I think what makes us unique is our attitudes towards life. During ups and downs in life, the most crucial ingredient to heal your soul is a right attitude. Face your problems with learning spirit, make it a valuable experience. Not just barely stop the bulldozer actually. You may fail the first time but the next time you encounter that bulldozer, you know the ways to handle it, dodge? fight with weapons? befriend it, sit on it? etc.. it's the experience that counts.

Rethink what you want is important, some people may be contented with a Wira and 3-rooms condo for life. Some may want more. So where do you stand? If the bulldozer is something obstructing your way to your goals, demolish it with experiences learn. Good Luck.

Rinie Yusof said...

go kwokming,go...huhuhu.kwokming with new hair style,must have a new spirit too,right?jangan marah dengan i,i tak masak lagi la...